fail

drama day is long over. i fail my class. guilty?

V.E.R.Y

i say sorry to 9n and i think they forgive me. tapi tetep aja gue ngerasa bersalah. gue benci banget sama gue waktu itu. ngemo yang bener bener ngemo hahahha :P

on another note, i fail to help my friends. and i fail to be a good friend. gue tau gue salah, dan gue nggak minta untuk nggak dibenci. i deserve that. like what kalam said, i am both selfish and selfless. gue egois banget dan gue pengen disayang. i'm an attention whore. i like to joke around with boys so much that i forgot my boundaries. honest mistake. no denial there.

all i want right now is just to be like we used to be. i want 8n back. i want my classmates in 9n to like me like they used to.

tapi sebenernya kalo jujur,

gue cuma pengen tau ada yang sayang gue.