setiap manusia pasti pernah sakit hati

.... and i'm no exception. sebel deh napa sih cowok liat tuh cuma MUKA DOANG D:<

oke gitu aja deh. oh ya, 5 months till UAN and say bye bye to my circle of monkeys :( FIGHT!

i wanna wake up feeling beautiful today :)

everything is starting to get waaay better now :) my 8n friends are back to their usual selves and they forget about the whole stupid problem that happens. 9n rox, like usual, but that makes me love them more and more each day! my circle of monkey is getting crazier too! :DD

oh ya, gue mau nge quote ria lagi ah :)

"miss becanda kan?" -andiaz style (RT dari taqiyya hahah)
"gue gasuka gaya lo!" (gue suka sama lo!)
"nggak, nggak, nggak"
"kenapa nggak?"
"kenapa iya?"
"nyambung aja kayak tiang listrik"
"ngemoooo"
"ngibaaaaam"
"SUSU SAPI NASIONAL"

random, but undeniably fun! :D

tumblr?

i'm considering moving to tumblr, but all my posts and memories are here. i'm the only one that used blogger and everyone else used tumbrl hahahah -,-

well, here's a little bonus. i found this on kak sasha's tumblr :D

it was based by this art:

i. frikin'. wanna. work. at. DISNEY. wait, that's an understatement - I FREAKING WANNA WORK AT FUCKING DISNEY!! <3

all things belle!

meet belle. :)

belle is a princess at disney's beauty and the beast. she freed the cursed prince and turn him in to human again by her love. and she is definitely one of the best disney princess ever! :D

what makes her a great princess:

- dia gaunnya puffy dan pake sarung tangan panjang

- dia bisa baca sambil jalan.

- dia suka fairy tale dan bener bener aneh

- film nya keren abis

- she's pure beauty

- in her movie, there's a special song called be our guest dan makanannya enak abis

- dia NOLAK COWOK KAMPUNGAN KAYAK GASTON!

- she lives in europe. nuff said.

trus gue pengeeeeenn banget bonekanya. tapi boneka yang waktu dia masih kecil gitu. namanya before once upon a time; tea party. NGEBET GUE!

dan saking cintanya gue sama belle, gue pengen banget tempat tidur gue kayak gini:

ada boneka barbie nya jugaaaaaaaa!! <3>

AND THE DRESS!! asu kalo badan gue se taqiyya bakal gue beli dan gue pake tiap hari! :DD

and this painting is worth about, i dunno, $330? too expensive tapi gue pengen banget majang di kamar gue. it's really beautiful and gorgeous with the old-time style and the frame :'( MAUUUUUU!!! <3

well, that's all folks. i heart belle so much and i hope i'd get a belle for my birthday (yang btw 2 bulan lagi loooh hahahhaha) KALO ADA YANG NGASIH GUE BELLE GUE BAKAL THANKFUL BANGET! <3

coward

kayaknya semua orang yang gue pikir bener2 hebat dulu are now turning to cowards. :( i'm just glad i have my circle of monkeys back, i wish they'd stay forever to make me realize who's the cowards and who to trust.

friends. they're so good once they last. but they never did.

another note, i'd like to post some of my favorite quotes today :)

"there's always light at the end of the of the tunnel, and tunnels are always straight. just keep going and you'll find it," - kalam

"if you're going through hell, just keep going," - anonymous

"keep moving forward." - cornelius robinsons

"some people come into our lives and quickly go. some stay for a while and leave footprints in our hearts. and we are never, ever the same" - anonymous

"the friends that matters are the ones that you call at 2 am and cried to." - marlene dietrich

"best friends are people who won't have awkward silence with you." - anonymous

"friends aren't forever. you fit to their hearts at first but it become smaller by times and you'll be too big to fit anymore. that's when you'll cry and beg them to stay. but they won't listen. they always go at the end. always." - myself, to the ones that i miss (busmates, 8n, and my other friends)

"i need you. not to to give me advice. not to told me what to do. but to just hug me and cry along when i'm down," - myself.

"true friends stab you in the front. and they are able to make you cry more than anyone else." - anonymous (tapi pas banget buat nuy hahahahah :D)

"don't think like an adult. act your age. cry. scream. be miserable. that's the point of being 13." - myself