he's a jerk, she's a bitch, they're a whole lot of of awkward

i don't like changes in school noowww! i don't know why but everything's changing and i don't like it! :( aaaa i just wanna scream "BALIK LAGI KAYAK DULU NAPA?" it's not fun. seriously, i don't like seeing my friends hurt or seeing him suddenly popular or seeing a certain someone being a certain bitch.

i wanna ask, since when we're closed to them? since when he's a lady man? since when she can be brokenhearted? since when we can lose one of our closest friend? since when someone that nice is hated by half of the school? since when is that little girl got period?? and why is everyone like that whore? we don't even know her! we used to hate her! kok sekarang kita jadi friendly2 buddy2 sih? her friends are nice, but i hate heeerrr sooo muccchh!! i think she's got a problem with me being friendly to her friends -,- selow aja i'm not gonna steal your (always be my) thunder kok. why can't you be like your friends and accept me and not critic me all the time rrrrrr! D:

it sure don't! :/

oh but i like that we have two new friends in our circle of monkeys haha! :) ghea and tsabita are super nice! but i think we'll be missing one of our monkeys because of the changes :/ that's kinda suck because i thought the ones that will be my friends are alyssia nuy levina lana and (bonus) kalam. now one of them is leaving so that's kinda bad

another note on that stupid boy, he still don't know hahah so damn stupid -,- because gue pembohong yang bagus, i can pretend all i want but it still hurt sometimes blahh he's an idiot! bodolah i rather help my friend's love problems okaaeeeyy nuy ghea alyssia ck oke deh pis loph en gahoel! (stress) actually i still have a chance but it's not fair someone else like himm so i guess i just be the stupid friend heh -..-

and that you like someone else and you talk about her with me zzzz -..-

okay then toodles, bloggey! i'm very stressed out so sorry if the writings not very good haha love you still bloggey! :)

ps. bmth concert is cancelled because the nego is not going well. pcd is still on june 2nd but i dunno if i can gooo (but i want toooo :D)

p.ps. I MISS MY BUSMATES (random thoughts) can't wait for fun waterbom! wish all the best for kak aughie and kak nabilaaa in uan thingy okay! may you all pass (pasti lulus lah you're all smart-ass zzz kidding :P)