dreamer's thought: numb

whenever i have to face a big problem, i always go numb - and by numb, i don't mean in a bad way - numb for me means making my whole body freeze and my mind somewhere else. for example, if my mum finds out about my grades, i go numb. i just sit there and pretend that i can't feel anything until she's done being mad. that actually works, so yeah.

right now, there's a sticky situation i need to get out from. and my only method is going numb. i don't think it would help, but i have to try.

on a lighter note, it seems like my circle of monkey are going lomo-crazy! ;D kalam wants to buy alyssia a lomo, and levi & nuy wants one too, so i figured it would be great if we have our own lomo to take pictures with. i said i don't do lomo and not really into it, but can help them with money if they want. we go on a discussion like this:

gue: jadi duitnya oke, mau yang mana nih? (padahal gatau apa2 selain holga sama sampler)

lepi: color splash aja! seru loh katanya

gue: hmmm........... *gagap lomo*

nuy: jangan slr aja sekalian biar seru - kayak punyanya khania gitu loh!

gue: itu berapa?

nuy: 11 juta........... -___-'

gue: yang lain? itu katanya super sampler keren, ada kayak yang ditarik gitu. trus dibawah 1 juta juga kok *sok mamer*

lana: JANGAN! Pokoknya jangan super sampler deh - jelek! dia cuma bisa sekali, trus susah juga motretnya. gue dulu pernah beli itu trus tarikannya langsung rusak gitu.

gue: yaudah sampler aja deh yang biasa.

nuy: jangan juga, sampler ga worth it. di photobooth bisa juga kan?

kalam: *jebe* ada kok sampler kayak holga gitu bentuknya. bisa flash pula, harganya 800 ribuan. dijual di aksara citos gitu.

semua: *mendapat pencerahan*

hahahhaa so we will go to aksara two weeks from now. i better save money from now, huh? :P

besides lomo, i really want one of these dunny dolls - as cute as ugly dolls, but they have hard base. the plain one is white, but you can paint them to anything you like. some of my favs: