miss invisible

i decided to change my name to miss invisible - i don't want people to search my name in google and find this -__-' (geer ya who will search you anyway, miss?) 

anyway, these are the songs i'm currently listening to, can't stop crying to, and is related to me in a creepy way;

miss invisible by marie digby

there's a girl

who sits under the bleachers

just another day eating alone

though she smiles

there is something she's hiding

and she can't find a way to relate

and she just go unnoticed

as the crowds passes by

and she'll pretend to be busy 

when inside she just wants to cry

and she'll sing

take a little look at the life of miss always invisible

look a little harder, i

really really want you to

put yourself in her shoe

...

invisible by taylor swift

she can't see the way your eyes

light up when you smile

she'll never notice how you stop and stare 

whenever she walks by

and you can't see me wanting you

the way you want her

but you are everything to me

i just wanna show you

she don't even know you

she's never gonna love you

like i want to

and you just see right through me

but if you only knew me

we can be a beautiful miracle

unbelievable 

instead of just invisible

...

"karena temen bakal jadi musuh, dan musuh bakal jadi temen," pak shandy

"kita udah gede, kat, harus tau mana yang bener mana yang salah," nuy shaffiyah zahra

"make sure your words are sweet and nice, just in case if in the future you have to eat them," anynomous

"nggak ada yang namanya mesin waktu." anynomous

i know all of those things, but why do i keep repeating the same mistake? well i'm tired and a good night sleep is all i need, so bai! :D