fat?

i know i'm fat, but why do i feel like i'm HUGE these days? i'm dieting since february, and i think it's fine (i lost 12 kg), but now i always eat and eat and eat and i'm fatter! :( my friends at school said that i'm skinnier, but i still think i'm bigger than i used to be. my diet is horrible and i want to eat more and more. aaaaa!! stressed out! D:

what do you think,

 

THIS (me after school - dekil dan jelek -__-)

or

 

THIS (alyssia cantik yang punya cowok yang bisa pake rok diatas lutut -__-) 

yea. definitely alyssia. *sigh*

well i'm still hungry right now, and facebook's is lemot so i guess i'll tell you about what happen today in my class. i just realized that 8n has the bokep reputation because of the boys. i won't complain, because it's true. dimas and darin made some stickman figure doing something gross on dimas's laptop. eww. but it's damn funny too :P

facebook's loading is over, so i guess i'm done. bye fellas, and have a nice day and body (don't be like me -__-) meh, gonna eat again now :/